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Jenna Jameson Diary : October 10, 2002

| Thursday, October 10, 2002
Okay, I'm ready to come home! Actually, I'm just gettin in the groove of things and today was the last day of the Fair. WOW - this was really a great opportunity - definitely worth the trip. Now we have a couple of days to have some fun and we're looking forward to seeing Osty! I'm rushing to get ready for dinner so will give you details on my day later.

I'm starving!!!!! JJ

Jenna Jameson Diary : October 09, 2002

| Wednesday, October 09, 2002
Can you say "jet lag"? What a day. Talk about crazy - this Book Fair is ridiculous. There were 250,000 people there today and I swear I must have met every one of them. lol I had meetings every 30 minutes from 9:30 this morning til about 6pm. The fair isn't open to the public so all the people I am meeting are people who will be promoting my book. I'm spending most of the time with Judith Regan at the Harper Collins booth so everyone comes to us. I'm having a fun time and meeting some really great people. (But, DAMN am I tired!) We're heading out to dinner and then rest for another full day tomorrow.

We miss you all! JJ

Jenna Jameson Diary : October 07, 2002

| Monday, October 07, 2002
Packing Packing joy joy. We leave for Germany this morning. I am pretty much ready except for having to finish packing, get my nails done, and find my passport... OK, I guess I am not ready, LOL. Our passports got mixed up in the move and we need to locate them quickly! We fortunately have a nonstop flight so it's ONLY 13 hours of flying. Barf! Hopefully while we are gone the construction guys will get most of the house done! The exterior of the house was painted last week and the have to redo the trim color...for some reason it was much darker on the sample and in real life it looks identical to the main color, ooops. Funny how that works, Justin and the painter were comparing the paint that was used to the one given as a sample. They both thought it was off. Everything is unpacked at the house except for our clothes which still remaining in the revolving boxes until the closets are done! Let me tell you how much of a pain in the ass that is. Ok the packing continues...

Hugs and kisses to all, JJ

Jenna Jameson Diary : October 06, 2002

| Sunday, October 06, 2002
Oh, by the way.. the Creed concert got cancelled at the last minute yesterday. What a total bummer!!!!!!

Kisses, JJ

Jenna Jameson Diary : October 06, 2002

Went to a friend’s funeral yesterday. The services were really nice. The attendance was amazing, at least 400 people showed. I do not do well at funerals; they are an uncomfortable thing for most everyone. I never really know what to say to the grieving family members and loved ones. It's really sad watching the ones you love overcome with sadness and sorrow. I know funerals not only make you feel sad for the loss of a friend/loved one, etc, but also give you that feeling of impending doom in regards to the ones that are closest to you. I always think of what it would be like if so an so was the one that past on...and then even a deeper sadness comes over me. The funeral was for Justin's sister’s brother in-law. He was only 50 and past on during a racquetball game. He left behind a beautiful wife and 2 kids. He was a preacher at a local Baptist church and also ran the grade school associated with it. Many will miss him. He lived his life as a good man and will be rewarded justly in Heaven. I have met him only a few times and was there more for support for Justin's sister and her husband, whom I am both very close with. Death is such a hard thing to deal with, I mean I know that you are supposed to be happy for the person because they will be going on to the next passage of life...but you feel a loss and sorrow. Is this a selfish felling? I mean we are sad because they are not part of our life anymore... Every time you see death I think everyone has a revelation... a quick look into their lives and a self-evaluation of am I ready...have I experienced life, have I reconciled with myself and my loved ones. My life has been passing me by because of work. I constantly push myself back for my career. Isn't that wrong? I know a lot of you out there do the same thing. Some times I look at someone with a simple life and admire them. Take for example a surfer who everyday hits the water for hours enjoying life. Works enough to pay the bills and have some extra cash, but lives life to learn, enjoy, and be happy; no stress. Wow, what would that be like? Maybe I should take up surfing...oopps I live in Arizona, ok next idea, LOL. Time to start packing; I head off to Germany tomorrow for a week. We are going to the big book fare to promote my book that will be out in May of next year. Have a great Sunday and take some time to enjoy life!

Kisses, Jenna